William Locks Finds Peace Through Pain in ‘If I Could Say’
You know what? Some songs are more than just music; they’re confessions of the heart. “If I Could Say” by Rotterdam artist William Locks, also known as Willem van der Sluijs, is one of those songs. It’s a deeply personal track that comes from real pain, reflection, and healing. The song was inspired by the tragic loss of William’s ex-girlfriend, who passed away in a car accident years ago. Back then, he admits he wasn’t the best version of himself. Over time, he grew and changed, but the weight of things left unsaid stayed with him. This song became his way to finally express what he never got to say; “I’m sorry.”
Recorded in his own living room, “If I Could Say” has a raw, honest feeling that polished studio tracks often miss. The simplicity of the setup — mattresses on the walls and curtains turned into sound barriers — adds to the song’s charm. It’s not about perfection; it’s about truth. You can hear the emotion in his voice, and you can tell every word comes from a real place.
The lyrics hit hard because they’re real. Anyone who has ever lost someone without closure will understand what William sings about. It’s not a song filled with fancy production or complicated metaphors — it’s a man opening his heart and letting go. William summed it up perfectly when he said, “Tomorrow is not a certainty. Make peace before you go to sleep.” That line feels like the message behind the whole song — a reminder to say what you need to say while you still can.
More than anything, “If I Could Say” is a song about acceptance and finding peace after regret. It’s a personal story, but one that connects with anyone who has ever wished for one more chance to speak their truth. William Locks may have started this song to heal himself, but in sharing it, he’s helping others heal too.
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